Sunday, June 19, 2005
omg. i am embarrassed and malu-ed and mortified and whatever other synonyms you can think of. SIGH. never in my whole life has such an embarrassing incident ever happened. until yesterday. during violin lesson. bahh. [and it seems that such "interesting" incidents always happens during violin lessons...yupp. like last week, my finger started bleeding in the middle of the lesson. sheesh. i still can't figure out why.]
anyway. :( i was playing half-way when i noticed mr sze squatting on the ground staring at something. yeah and i was wondering if he happened to be staring at my shoe or maybe an ant or some other interesting thing. haha yes. and then when i finished playing, he was like "what's that?" and then the blur me was like "what?" yes. "there. on the floor" and i looked. and i almost got the shock of my life. yes.
my blouse strap dropped on the floor. [goodness knows why it was made to be detachable in the first place] yes. but that's not the point. the point is that it looked like a
bra strap. sheesh. and i bet that's what he thought it was too. anyway. my answer to the question was "oh no! i really have no idea" yes. i was too embarrassed to think of a better answer than that. yes and i know that answer was really dumb. "but it dropped from
you" was the reply that i got. yes true. it dropped from me. sigh. i was so mortified that i picked it up quickly and dumped it into my bag. yes. and i really wished for a hole to appear in the ground so that i could jump into it and hide my malu-ation. yeah and i was so mortified that i forgot to say thank you. i mean seriously. haha and then i was thinking "oh no.....so that was why he was staring at the floor." it's true okay. he was practically scrutinising it. omg. should just have told him that it was my blouse strap. sigh. too late now....bleah. what is he going to think of me?! better wear sunglasses next lesson...haha joking. i'm not going to look like a terrorist. i already look like one when i carry the violin. anyway. yes and i am shocked and horrified that it happened in front of two men!!! yes because mr chong the accompanist was there too. he just turned away. i hope he wasn't laughing. eeeks. this is so dreadful. omg. i seriously hope it won't happen again. no wait. of course it won't happen again cos i am so not going to wear that blouse to violin lesson ever again. omg. and i guess this isn't one of the incidents that anyone would forgot in a hurry. sheeeeesh. *wails* and i am extremely puzzled as to how the strap could detach itself in the first place. i mean i was wearing a jacket and it was the left strap so the shoulder rest should have been clamping down on it right? *wails again*
anyway. rjc alumni concert was really nice. too bad i had to leave halfway for lesson. yeah if i didn't have to leave for lesson, the thing would just have dropped in the dark without anyone knowing and it wouldn't have been so bad. sigh. anyway. i come to the conclusion that all rce people are pro! heh.
ohh strings camp is tomorrow! it's going to be soooo fun! *evil grin* the best thing is that i get to watch my group being utterly malu-ed in public. HEE. yayy facilitating is super fun! (: lol. but don't worry...i am going to be a nice facilitator....but anyway. i'm ALWAYS nice (x haha. activities were planned by dawnee, margaret, denise and meee! haha. i really can't wait. it is quite fun [maluation aside]
haha okay. that's it for today. (:
